to be near someone in a difficult time it is also necessary between you and this time there is room, light, distance. To be able to watch, point and just decide to get closer. But what happened to me overwhelmed, overrun as it happened to me and not others, my life and not to those of two of my dear friends. Too strong empathy, too intense an experience sharing. And then the pain paralyzes me, freezes me and I forget the bottom of the freezer, bottom drawer in and out of the red-hot reality. I could not tell him nothing, a comforting word, a phrase not to defuse. Nothing. That life from leguminous nickname was certainly in a womb but also objective was his presence in my heart. In this heart that has no words but only silent tears.
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